Monday, May 5, 2008

The Journey To Agnosticism and Back

We all have a story. Each one of us looks at life through a particular lens that is unique to them. My story may or may not be too different from yours.

I feel like God has taken me through a unique path and given me a perspective on faith and Christianity that is not what I'd call traditional. On the right hand side of this blog you'll see the "about me" section. It explains that I grew up in a household that was a strong Christian home, but I left the faith later in life... only to come back to the faith of my upbringing. This may sound like a strange series of events to some of you but rest assured, it isn't all for naught.

I don't want to bore you all with the details of my childhood or the particulars of what has happened to get me to where I am. Just know that I was raised in a wonderful family, but my personal faith growing up was inconsistent at best. In college, I had a "re-awakening" which I claim as the time of my true Salvation, but I became lost in the world of intellectualism. This led to me becoming an "agnostic" (not sure if there is, or isn't a God) for 4 years, only to come back around to Christianity.

The good news: I've seen Christianity from both sides of the fence.

The bad news: I've seen Christianity from both sides of the fence.

I've recently read a fantastic book on the perceptions of "non-christians" and how bad the image of Christianity has gotten with a younger segment of the population. Unfortunately, the book's findings echo many of my opinions of Christianity in America. I encourage every one of you to pick up a copy of this book. It's eye opening and gives incredible insight into the minds of the youth in this country. More on this later.

What's your story? Have you shared it lately?

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

phil, thanks for the mention of the book, unchristian. I'm glad its helped you get more concrete data that illustrates what you have been feeling. I'm looking forward to continuing to hear your thoughts and applications about life.
Gabe

Chip Stallings said...

My long time friend, your words are rich with authenticity and power. God never wastes a hurt, He is a good Steward of everything. You are investing your journey into all of us. Thank you...

phil said...

thank you guys. i appreciate you taking time out of your busy schedules to check out this blog. I look forward to the continued dialogue.

Anonymous said...

I look forward to checking out your resources and links. I'm sure we will have some great discussions.
good 1ce as ever was

Anonymous said...

I am looking forward to reading what's in your heart. Formallyme (Mom)